We answer anonymous messages received at BitsnB1218@gmail.com or through DM. There are more than 60 million survivors of childhood sexual crimes. One in nine don’t report. The real number of victims is staggering but few will talk about it. We gladly will.
From anonymous:
Hello friends,
I just got my memories of incest back, after going through a tragic event. I had years of amnesia and dissociation. In my case, my father worked for the government, and I am looking for anyone else that has a similar experience. I was played record albums at night, and I do remember classical music and part of the story The Little Mermaid, that’s it. I think the albums my dad played partially caused the dissociation or amnesia. That and I was regularly terrorized, mentally bullied, sexualized but also given ALL the material items. Loads of family pictures of me with gifts, ya know the appearance of a normal home. I know military kids that were systematically abused and abusers. And they do not go to trial as civilians. They get a slap on the wrist. I believe we are living in hell.
Dear Anonymous:
Hiya Sensitive! I’m so thankful you’re here with us. Sadly, 50 years without memory is not uncommon. Many victims die and never explore the reality of the abuse. We’re taught denial. We’re taught don’t look. We’re taught don’t feel. We’re taught these many things of darkness.
I’m so thankful your memories are being explored now. You’re learning you! Praise God for that. It’s a very hard, tragic reality but it is the road to healing. It’s a journey. Pause when you need to. Go forward exploring as you can. Believe yourself. Believe your mind. Trust what memories your body has housed.
Steady on this new course is my prayer for you. Incest is the darkest crime of hell. Satan knows it. So does God!!!! I write to help ease your burden and mine. Go to The Pedophile Huntress podcast and on YouTube. We discuss blocked memories and so much more.
We’re here to set your path on the destination of healing, peace and discovery. UCU — learning to see ourselves and not as the abuser has taught us is now the goal.
All love ❤️
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