Times of reflection are the best way to start a week.
Ask yourself this question: “What is this dull ache I feel inside?
Many of us are prisoners by crimes we did not commit. After those crimes, you bet we do things that keep us in prison but the first blood was often drawn by a family member.
Years after that betrayal, there is a dull ache in your soul that you cannot identity. So, you call it bordem and try to fill it with other things.
Why are we so terrified of seeing the truth? Why not just call it pain from betrayal. Why not identity that the significant loss of not being protected is causing this dull ache that prohibits you from living fully today?
I have the unction to uncover and see what my parents forbad me from noticing.
Do you know why?
Because I had the courage to become who God made me! Not what my parents designed in me. I wasn’t about to stay a robot after a 17-year marriage took another large chunk of my life through the same disguise.
Year after year in that prison cell being a different person in order to conceal my real identity just as I had been taught.
Jesus is my freedom fighter! He taught me how to stand up and let go of what kept me enslaved. LOVE they called it. I now call it an abhorrence that stole my identity and demanded that it stay hidden away.
Never again will I hide away in turmoil of being exposed. NEVER!
God kindly called to me — He asked me to put down my weapons of destruction, which included religion and all its false love, and walk with Him. I am so incredbily thankful I said, “Yes!”
Let God find you today. Let his peace reign in your life. Let your control end. I pray that God restores the vision back to you. #UCU
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